Suffering

"Life Is Suffering" shall be my opening of this page.

As we know, life is suffering. For other religions, I'm not sure but for Buddhist, we believe that life is suffering. Do you know why new born babies usually cry when they are born? It's because they know that they are here to this world to suffer and their sufferings has just begun. This is what I believe.

It's been a while since my last update. Why should be your question. I were sick for the last 2 weeks. Last 2 weeks, I had a fever and cough. As we know, the case of H1N1 is getting more serious, I went to consult doctor at once. Luckily, the doctor said that my fever is just a minor one and I cough because of phlegm in one side of my lungs which I've forgotten which side which the doctor told me. It's not the cause of H1N1 virus because, the virus will cause high fever and unphlegm cough(cough not because of phlegm).

I felt very ill and very weak because for 3 days I didn't eat rice. I just ate porridge everyday. I got no energy at all and extremely tired because on that day just before my fever, I went for sport practice after school. I were moodless and quite weak on that day in school and then I still run 400 meters at the sport practice. When I were got a fever........

The next day is Friday and I took a day off at home. What I did at that time is just lying down on my bed. I can't even and felt hard to get up from my bed. Every time I got up from my bed to take some food and medicines, I have to push myself hard to get up. Get up from my bed can said that is a hard task for me at that time. Haha! I were very weak and I felt very suffer at that time. I can do nothing at that time. I felt like I'm like a dead body. No spirit, no mood, & no energy.

After a few days of sufferings, I got well and used a week to fully recover myself. Sickness is one types of sufferings.

Last but not least, I advice everyone to drink more water and due the H1N1, take good care of your personal hygiene and consult doctor immediately if you find that you are not well.

May GOD BLESS US ALL!!!

Is Coupling Something To Be Proud Of?

Teenagers nowadays are eager to have a "relationship". You know what type of relationship I mean? Couple. A boyfriend and girlfriend relationship. Zzzzzzzzzz..... One question keep appearing in my mind lately. Do true love still exists? And if really still exist, can it be prolonged? I still can't find any answer for that. Zzzzzzzzzz

One incident that I have experience lately, I got a female friend who asked me for some opinion and advice in love. She told me that she is eager to have a boyfriend. Zzzzzzzz........ At first I refused to help her because it's none of my business and the help which she needs from me is meaningless. I rather do some charity or some good deeds which are meaningful helps but our friend here asked me to help her get a boyfriend. Zzzzzzzzzz

After being persuaded or rather annoyed by her, I agree to give her some opinion and advice. I won't tell what happened next because it makes me sick. Zzzzzzzzzzz

Then a few days ago, she asked me for a hangout. I refused to at first but she told me that she's now in a relationship. Wow!!! So fast!!! At last, I went out with her and a few friends and of course with the hero of the day which is her new boyfriend(she is the only one who treat him as hero zzzzzzzz). She was very proud on that day. At first she didn't join us. We separated into 2 groups which are she and her bf and me and a few friends. Her bf has went home early due to some reasons, and so she only joined my group. At that time, she and my friends keep talking about her bf. That time I really sick of hearing about it because it's bored. Zzzzzzzzzz

That's the story I wanted to share. Is having a boyfriend or a girlfriend something to be proud off or to be show off to others? I'm currently in a relationship now but I don't feel like showing off my love ones to the others. I noticed a few friends of mine including the one above put the pictures of their boyfriends or girlfriends as screen savers, wallpapers or display pictures in their handphones or in msn for example. However, I'm not. I don't even have the picture of my love ones. Zzzzzzzzzz..... You can say I'm an useless boyfriend but I don't mind. I just know that I love my gf and even without that which I mentioned above. I don't need all that to prove how much I love my love ones. My love is proven in all my actions and care for her..........