I Don't Know!!!

First of all, I apologize for not updating LL's Pages for a very long time. It had been months since my last post. Frankly speaking, I am lazy to update it. Besides, I find no topics of interest to tell. To be short, I promise to update it frequently.


Today, is the day I've never been or gone through in my entire life. I will not tell anybody about it. Just some people who are related to this business know about it.


Today is my off day. I should be very happy and relax. I should sleep till very late in the afternoon. Then enjoy listening to songs, reading storybooks, watching tv. However, life is not so simple. No day will pass so simple just like that.


A lot of people including myself wish to have a simple life but impossible. It is not a life if it's simple. Worries, confuse, obstacles, challenges, sufferings are some of the basics things that we've to go through in our life. For example a day, no one will go through a day without any difficulties. No day will pass just like that. In other word, no day is meaningless.


Today, I am really confused and blur. I don't know what am I doing. Just now I went out with friends, I've done some silly mistakes. For example, during talk, I misuse my words. Besides, while we are walking on the street, I walked to the wrong direction.


Don't ask me what happen. I won't answer no matter what.


For now, I....................


Don't know what to say....................


I can just listening to it....................